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i think i may be coming home the weekend after this one! woooooooo hhhhhhhooooooooooooooo i cant wait to see all you!
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[27 Aug 2005|11:58am] |
so im in vermont... and i have never felt so alone in my whole life.... i have been trying hard to meet people but everyone already has grouped off and made friends... i live in a suite thats completely secluded from the school making it that much harder to meet people. My roommates are nice but not that friendly... i invited one of them to lunch today and they turned me down. I smile as people walk by hoping they say hi or talk to me... but they just keep on walking. i even had said hi to people but they dont seem that interested. i miss home and my friends. i realize how good i had it there... and you guys were all so amazing and i took it for granted. i cant stop crying... and i cant wait to come home. double I supa fly (Ian) gave me a great idea of a bunch of people getting together for a week in the winter and going somewhere away for vacation.
keep calling me so i can hear familiar voices.
I'm dieing and have never felt so alone...
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[03 Jul 2005|01:26pm] |
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im going to try to get healthy... i am way to out of shape
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| okie im really fucking bored |
[27 Jun 2005|02:43pm] |
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so i have no idea how im goin to be able to handle a whole fucking summer in scarsdale... this will be the first summer that i stay here and not go away. ummm... a weekend trip with the ladies needs to happen soon.
i feel like i have been such a fuck lately... if i have been bitchy dont take it personal i am in my own fucking world and i dont mean to do anything on purpose.
i hate when people say that that they really want to see you or they want you to go somewhere with them and then you go and you feel invisable and there is no fucking point for you to be there cause they barely acknowledge you. Fuck im in a bad mood i wonder why i went
i hate my job... fuck being a camp counselor... fuck the this hot summer weather im sweating like a pig!
ahhh i hope i dont go crazy and get depressed... i want the ladies to come over tonight
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| my father started talking about brothels today at the dinner table |
[27 Mar 2005|10:15pm] |
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this past few days have been pretty good with tyler here and everything. i have never seen my sister so happy...i like seeing her and tyler together... it makes me wonder if i will ever have something like that and how badly i want what they have.
this week shall be amazing cause its gunna be almost 60 fucking degrees on wednesday! maybe i wont go to school and go into the city. Sometimes in the morning when I'm driving to school i think to myself why dont me and margarida just go somewhere amazing for the day and not show up for classes... but yeah i have never done it.
only 3 more weeks till montreal! fuck i wish it was april 18th already...
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| allison's mix makes my day oh so much better |
[17 Feb 2005|09:38pm] |
so my sickness has taken over my life. today i went to school... didnt do anything/had no idea wat is goin on. got bak and went to sleep. i dont know wat sickness i have but i get horrible head aches and im always tired. i hope allison and everyone get better for tomarrow... cause its friday! margarida is dieing... i think i gave her my disease.. opps
im excited to go cali on saturday
i have consumed many boxes of tissues
fuck there is nothing on TV... anyone want to come over and watch a movie?
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| shoot me in the face |
[18 Jan 2005|08:10pm] |
it is actually zero degrees in my fucking house... my parents are so ghetto and tell me not to turn the heat up!
its so cold i cant move my body.... ewww i hate this weather, why dont we go somewhere hot this weekend?
im goin to bed... i have nothing else to do
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| oh dear |
[03 Jan 2005|12:04pm] |
so recently i have felt like a blob of poop
ugh i hate being upset and getting nervous and nauseous because of it.... and its fucked up that i get sick because i suck. I wish i could go back in time and change alot of stuff about me and what i have done... things could be so much better right now and i would not feel sorry
why am i writing in lj?
lhekrosihydfsakjfhaksdjfhskfhslkdhfsaoi i went home from school today cause i could not be there... i need to leave....
going to sleep. took some tylenol PM so hopefully i will be wiped out in a bit
im sorry
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| i hate cocky assholes! |
[21 Dec 2004|03:38pm] |
sooooooo vacation is coming up.... lets make this one great.... i plan on
-eating a shit load
-try and go to the moma
-go to some sketchy bar or club and make a crazy night out of it
-cut down on smoking... its not healthy
-go swiming at alex's dads hotel pool
-control my sexual urges
-being a better friend... cause i do care
-maybe we can all go skiing or snowboarding for the day
-makeing sure all of my friends have a great new years!
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| "who got into college today"?! |
[17 Dec 2004|07:58pm] |
HOLY SHIT
SOPHIA GOT INTO UVM
I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER
haha shhhh but i actually started to tear...
!!!!! CONGRATS SOPHIA !!!!!
(this is margarida just realizing shes on sophia's lj oh well)
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| i smell |
[27 Nov 2004|11:48am] |
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i want to come home!!!!
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[04 Oct 2004|07:09pm] |
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i went down to my basement to find a mouse running around in circles...it looked so confused... i screamed and ran up stairs and then my mom got rid of it.
not prepared to retake the SATs ... i shall fail it miserably
come to the foreign films club this weds 7th period in room 204... its gonna be historical
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[28 Sep 2004|10:09pm] |
I finally got into a car accident! everyone was waiting for the day cause i am a shit driver and today it happend. I got this craving for coffee and while on my way to get some I hit the car in front of me in tarffic and the lady flipped out but then we became friends and she told me how she is lesbien and how she was run over by a cab once in the city and almost died... then she went into the bak of her car to show me her photography... she was a bit crazy..and i didnt want to be rude so i sat and listend. Its funny how u can meet such random weird people. I dont even know y she flipped out cause there was no damage...
Its funny when your dad says he is not high but he clearly is
i need to have some fun this weekend... b/c school this week has been hell
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| wowzers |
[19 Sep 2004|08:58pm] |
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LADIES!!!! our next road trip should be to vermont!
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| i have a paper that i dont feel like writing |
[12 Sep 2004|06:05pm] |
today i met with my SAT tutor... and i realized that i will fail the SATs again.... there is no hope for sophia.... i just cant focus and i just dont get it
seeing Luna today made my mind feel more healthy again... its good to have long talks with her and get shit off your chest... i think she convinced me to email the boy Dane i met on the train back.
i hit on a girl named mandy last night at 7 11 and got turned down.... she was hot. to bad it didnt work out. i came off like a weirdoooo.... cool
okie i need to stop feeling sad its pissing me off
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[31 Aug 2004|03:23pm] |
wooo hoooo! so pumped for camping with the girls! so i found a really ghetto ass site which will be entertaining.
im so FUCKING EXCITED!
kate... bike rack?
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| the big 16 |
[03 Aug 2004|04:57pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARGARIDA!
i love yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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| where is everyone? |
[29 Jul 2004|08:42pm] |
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i got my hair ut really short... i dont know y i did it but i dont like it
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