homesick

so im in vermont... and i have never felt so alone in my whole life.... i have been trying hard to meet people but everyone already has grouped off and made friends... i live in a suite thats completely secluded from the school making it that much harder to meet people. My roommates are nice but not that friendly... i invited one of them to lunch today and they turned me down. I smile as people walk by hoping they say hi or talk to me... but they just keep on walking. i even had said hi to people but they dont seem that interested. i miss home and my friends. i realize how good i had it there... and you guys were all so amazing and i took it for granted. i cant stop crying... and i cant wait to come home. double I supa fly (Ian) gave me a great idea of a bunch of people getting together for a week in the winter and going somewhere away for vacation.
keep calling me so i can hear familiar voices.
I'm dieing and have never felt so alone...